I lost my father last year. The guy who used to stand on the doors doesn't knock anymore. Well, I loved a girl in my junior college whom I never talked to. I don't have close friends and I don't know shit about what happens in the world. OK, let's say money and reputation is important. Will it bring back my father? I just wanted to say him I love him, and look now I work in the finest tech company. Will the girl I loved ever understand my feelings, will my only friend return? Will I live back my childhood. Well yes there might be people who have all this and tomorrow you might envy those people too but will you gain anything, no, you are just going to lose and degrade.